Make Me Hate You

Why are you a dream?

Turn nightmare

And let me shudder

And be for me a scare

Why be so warm?

Why not cruel and sparse

And let me suffer bad for that

And be for me harsh

         Descend no more like angel

No more be my savior

Be not my light

Nor my breath & life

All the ways and schemes

All the world’s realms

Can’t make me walk on

Past love you've shown

This moon endless

And the sun is lost

Your fragrance’s spread

All across

The world I’ve tried

To get past you 

To let you be and

And free my hand.

Such as year’s seasons

And hundred unsaid reasons

You’re bound to come

         You're bound to come.

I promise I’ll love you

Beyond time and lives

I promise it’d be you

Who I’ll love forever true

From our lives next

And all thence through.

But for this time one

For acts impossible

I'm fated to ruin in split

So make me hate you;

Make me hate you

All the tears have no clue

Every hurt throbs to chew

The vapory vows

The misty memories

I can't get past;

The beauty of you

The care of you

I can't get past

I can't get past

You sacrifices alone

Your measure of devotion

Your strength when I fall

You hands when I crawl

I can't get past

I can't get past.

Tears and blood mingle

The pain is here to linger

So make me hate you

Make me hate you

I bet that to be my out
My release my escape velocity

From your gravity.
Return to the winter 
Whence you came and changed
Everything into heaven

Retreat to the shining dew

And erase all of you

In me and from around

So that I can breathe that air

And my heart can beat again

But I promise I'd love

When you can love too

When we'd be joined beyond

All the world's rules

But now tear me from you

Let me float through

So that I can in least

Hope to breath the air again

And again a heart can beat sane

Done with my song 

And my words long

I mute & wonder if
Hate for you I can ever feel
And if past you
I can ever be