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Sunday, 8 April 2012

The Waiter's Son



Sourav and Alok decided to go and have lunch one afternoon in  "Lajjat", a popular restaurant of their city. Earlier that morning, Sourav had spotted an advertisement of that restaurant in a local daily which read "Come & Enjoy the 'Pakhala' Festival. Before any further is written about this story, its imperative to know that the 'Pakhala' is a local cuisine of the state of Odisha and very popular too, especially in summer. Its humble constituents are rice submerged in water. However the assortment of dishes that are picked with 'Pakhala' make it quite an unputdownable delicacy. A quintessential serving of 'Pakhala' can give its consumer an ultimate satisfaction, both in his tummy and taste. Sourav and Alok shared their appetite for 'Pakhala', for which it barely took any persuasion on the part of Sourav to convince his otherwise home food loving pal for a satiating treat of their favourite dish not prepared by his mother. Maybe the urge to eat "Pakhala" in the dehydrating summer heat had also some role to play in it.

At around fifteen past one in the afternoon, Sourav honked his bike horn impatiently at Alok's residence. Alok rushed down and soon they hit the road to "Lajjat" the ever crowded, ever sought after eatery situated at the heart of Bhubaneswar. When they reached there, they found, to their sheer frustration, half a dozen guests in the lounge area, already in the queue. Alok threw himself at the door and opened it slightly just to take a peep and he was greeted by the hustle and bustle of pervasive chatting at the crowded tables, incessant clinking of the spoons and forks as they were being eagerly glided over ceramic dishes with some faint familiar music humming in the background. The scrumptious mixed aroma stole its way into his nostrils further stirring the already ecstatic hunger enzymes inside him. He just left the door to shut by its own and walked back to his friend who from the look on his face guessed that 'Pakhala' had just been wiped off their fates. The grand wall clock adorning the plastic painted walls of the lounge area read two and by all means when their turn would come "Pakhala" would be out of stock. He remembered the advertsisment from the local daily and recalled those tiny words after an asterisk sign which had warned that guests would be served only on "First Come First Serve Basis". A dismayed Sourav sighed "May be tomorrow."

As both stood gaping at the abstract design of the restaurant's name inscribed on the building, they heard someone whisper "Sir" from their behind and instantaneously turned around. They saw a man, in about his mid fifties, short in stature but stout, with an uncapped pen stacked behind his right ear earnestly looking at both of them. He wore an uniform of white shirt, bow and black trousers. His shirt's collars and cuffs were starched yellow indicating relentless use of it due to lack of choices in his wardrobe. His stubble was in the process of greying and from his disheveled hair it could be discerned that he was past the age where eagerness to appear presentable and smart mattered supremely, unless of course other factors of life dictated otherwise to one. He easily stood out among the staff of his fellow waiters who appeared invariably below thirty years of age and much better suited up to the occasion. He was an oddity in that flashy restaurant. The communist in Sourav was glad that this poor man had not been sacked for being a mismatch in the pristine display of the restaurant. 'Experience surely has some value'  Sourav reassured himself. "Yes ?" asked Alok. The man informed both the friends, in a perfected mannerism unique to the workforce in the hospitality business, that he could arrange a seat for them to enjoy their "Pakhala". Sourav instinctively enquired "How do you know that we are here for "Pakhala" ? The man gently replied in a calm tone that he had noticed Alok keenly investigating the banner which displayed the tariffs of dishes served in the "Pakhala Festival". The three of them smiled and Alok expressed his gratitude on both their behalf and thanked the man. He courteously asked him his name and the man said 'Naba'. 

They were led by Naba to the table No. 14 as they grinned at each other. It was a table for two at the farthest corner inside the restaurant . The cool air flowing out of the air conditioning machines soothed their crying skins. At the table, Naba pulled one of the chairs and Sourav alighted on it. Sparkling clean water was poured into their glasses for which they thanked Naba. After a brief discussion on the supplementing dishes to be purchased besides their common order, a final list was scribbled down by Naba. He melted away into the crowd, promising to be back within ten minutes. Sourav was marvelling at the ritzy interiors of the restaurant when Alok began to grimace in realization of the fact that they had been lured into a very well laid trap. He went ahead and notified Sourav that he should be now ready to fork out extra cash to return Naba's favour. He did not discount to add his knowledge about rapacious servers in such sprawling eateries, who are on the hunt for unsuspecting foodies, with the sole aim of grossing that 'little extra' in lieu of smartly staged favours. Not happy with such unwarranted cynical expression, Sourav seethed "A modicum of gratitude would do you no harm brother, habit of profiling would." "How do you know that he has 'staged' his help ?', he continued with emphasis. 'Wait and watch' shot back Alok. Sourav chose better than arguing with his friend.

The food arrived in exactly ten minutes. It was indeed very sincere of the restaurant to stick to the printed commitment made by it on every menu card which read "Please bear with us for at least ten minutes to serve you your Order." Now, the restaurant could easily choose to hide behind the term "at least" which had been cleverly placed in the statement. Rather it had chosen to be earnest in its effort or so it seemed. Naba and his colleague placed the small dishes of the assortments surrounding the main attraction. It looked like an arc with the bulgy 'Pakhala' bowl in the middle surrounded by the tiny dishes  in a picture perfect style. Alok had already begun devouring his lunch, even before Naba had left to attend other customers, making all kind of sounds which one is not expected to make while eating, least of all, while eating at restaurants. Naba flashed a warm smile at Sourav and said "Sir, I'll be at that corner" pointing at the billing counter, "Just wave if there's anything you need" and walked away. Sourav began with his food. He started to take small pinches from each dish and put them to his tongue, a habit sheltered since his childhood. He smiled approvingly and submerged himself in the delicious depths of "Pakhala". He kept consuming continuously for a considerable stretch without even raising his head. Exhausted with the marathon gulping,  he began throwing random glances at adjoining tables and their occupants. All of a sudden he caught a glimpse of Naba, who appeared to be caught in a heated communication with the manager. Sourav immediately waved at him pretending to be in urgent need of  his services, with a latent motive to rescue him. Naba came rushing to their table and gasped 'Yes Sir'. Sourav delicately began to inquire about the matter and came to be informed by him that a complain has been made before the Manager that he had been inattentive to requests which had been placed much prior to that of Table No. 14's. Enraged at the blatant display of disregard a couple of customers had decided to walk out but not before formally complaining to the manager. A surprised Sourav immediately verified the truth of the allegations to which Naba confessed that he had indeed ignored their requests in order to accord preference to the servings at table No. 14. It was hard for Sourav to not let perplexity creep into his expression. He  gently asked "Why ?". "Better prospects I guess" Alok mumbled mockingly taking time out of mashing the potatoes inside his mouth. When Sourav looked back at Naba after frowning at Alok he had already retired to his usual spot.

Trying to figure out the motives of Naba, Sourav continued eating. Just about the time when they were finished and ready to leave. They heard a commotion outside, in the lounge area. Naba was also not standing at his usual spot. Done quickly with the payment for their lunch, both Alok and Sourav rushed outside. They saw two men clad in flashy attire raining down on Naba and the manager. 'Now what ?', Sourav though to himself and walked forward. He heard one of them yelling "What kind of pathetic restaurant is this, where you don't honour the table reservation made by customers ?..." Alok stole away a staff who was witnessing the stand off and asked him what has happened. He informed Alok and Sourav that Naba had given them the exact table which was reserved for these two gentlemen, who are regulars to this place. Naba was quietly standing there swallowing all the fire. But given the circumstances, the man was not without fault. The manager intervened and said "Sir, please come inside. Your table is now available." indicating that the trespassers had left. As soon as they entered inside the restaurant, Naba joined Sourav and Alok and offered to see them off to their vehicles. As they were crossing the street Sourav was quickly making an assessment of an adequate compensation for all the trouble the poor man had tolerated for accommodating them. Alok continued to nod his head sarcastically. 

When they reached near their bike, Sourav forked out two hundred rupee notes and shoved them into Naba's hand hoping he'd not be expecting more. Naba unfolded the crispy notes and put them back into Sourav's shirt pocket, blessed both of them and walked back to earn his livelihood, probably praying that he does not get sacked over the incidents of the day. Sourav stood speechless trying to fathom the last half an hour of his life as Alok put on his helmet and inserted the keys into the ignition slot. At this time, Sourav saw another waiter walking out to unwind as he pulled out a cigarette from his pocket and placed it between his lips. Wasting no time, Sourav rushed to him and after narrating the whole string of events, requested him for an explanation . With a wry smile the waiter spoke "Sahib, Naba has been working here since its inauguration day, sincere and loyal barely complaining about anything. Naba's son came here once to meet him at the restaurant over some urgent matter. I remember seeing him happy after they sat down and discussed whatever it was. He also introduced his son to all of us. His name was Baldev and he was a Junior Engineer, recently employed by the State Govt. He was so proud of his son., it glittered in his eyes. He also treated him, that day, to his favourite dishes. When Baldev took our leave and both of them walked out, we followed them to see him off. He pleaded with his father to return back to his work and promised to take care of himself and started to cross the road." Pausing for a moment the man continued "The next thing we see is that Baldev is crushed to his death by a speeding lorry. The rogue didn't even stop to look back on what he did. Naba's twenty four year old son breathed his last at the spot, right before his eyes. Not a day passes when Naba doesn't regret working at this place. But Sahib, what choice a poor husband has. He has no chance of an alternate employment at his age and his present employment pays for his wife's medical bills.". He paused again, a little longer this time and continued "On that fateful day, Baldev had come to inform his father that the Govt. has approved his loan application for two lakh rupees for his mother's operation." Sourav had no strength left to query about the woman's exact ailment. The waiter's mate summoned him to attend to the swelling crowd of guests inside. He took Sourav's leave and started walking back. Mid way he stopped, turned back and exclaimed softly "Sahib, the whole staff is talking about how similar you look to Baldev, just like his mirror image !!"

Sourav saw two lads mounted on a bike, fly past him, screaming their wits out and the rider driving without holding the handles of the bike. He let his gaze follow them till they became ants caught in the shimmering summer air far away. The last words of the waiter hung in his mind just like the obstinate winter mist of the hills.

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("The Waiter's Son" is a work of fiction and any resemblance to any person (alive or dead), place or incident is only coincidental.)


Friday, 6 April 2012

Death Had Come

I woke up from a slumber
Felt as if I had been sleepin' forever
Somehow I didn't turn around
Else I would have broken into a shout


I felt no weight to carry
I felt the absence of worry
Yet when I wanted to touch
I couldn't get anything in my clutch


Supposed to fringe on frustration
On being subjected to this derision
Nothing I felt  though
Calmness prevailed somehow


I glided through space
I left no scent nor no trace
I recalled scenes from last night
Hazy memories of some fight


Since long I had a habit
To go through the paper tit by bit
The world's news was no more needed
I wouldn't have read even if they pleaded


Then I saw the birds staring
And stood still without moving
I heard them speaking
Felt something in my head was creaking


I thought of the garden ahead
And found myself transported
Who said anything about walking ?
It isn't blabber, what I'm saying.


I could hear incessantly
Words spoken endearingly
Somebody calling me somewhere
Blended in the invisible thoroughfare


Barked the neighbourhood cur,
As I walked to its near
Reassuring me of my existence
Returning some of my lost sense


I said Hello as a friend passed,
I jumped out of its way else he would've dashed
Knowing not how to react
I fumbled for the wall of my flat


I knew I was a loner
It was difficult for me to be a talker
Ask the people walking by
Questions full of 'What' & 'Why'


Stuck with these thoughts I sat on the step,
Just then I saw all my friends shouting for help
They had gone past the door
I saw a few crouching on the floor


I eased past them and reached my bed 
And found my motionless head 
Nothing around had changed
Save the fact that I was dead.


                                                                                 Anupam


(This poem depicts the poet's imagination of the events his soul witnesses after his death without realizing the fact that he's dead. That realization dawns when he follows his friends to his dead body inside his house ).

Thursday, 5 April 2012

Infinite Reflections



(This story, though a work of fiction, is inspired by my delightful experiences with a new found friend. For most part of it, this narration is fictional, but at the same time it rests on the edifice of the joy that I felt as I passed through successive stages of discovery of startling similarities of my beliefs, character and vision which I shared with this friend of mine. I lament over the lack of  my proximity with this person. I wish that someday we would be able to overcome it and explore face to face, the joy of each other's company)

Rajesh was travelling back home in the Rajdhani Express after a ceaseless tenor of assignment handling at his Delhi office. He was seated at berth A1 / 17. This is where he met Rashmi who was settled just in front of him. There was no else in their neighbouring berths. The purchasers of those seats were probably due to board  the train in subsequent stoppages.The train had already begun rolling on its tracks when Rashmi greeted Rajesh with a warm "Hi". "Hello !! How are you doing ?" came Rajesh's blase reply. She immediately followed up with "I'm doing good. How about you ?." 'Fine' said Rajesh. They let it remain at that. The 'Rajdhani' had now begun running at considerable speed. Rajesh noticed how difficult it was to keep looking at relatively nearer objects outside the window because they seemed to have found lightning legs. It was however less strenuous to observe things farther away. Rajesh wondered as to how after travelling numerous times in train and having witnessed this phenomenon each of those times, he hasn't yet developed an indifference towards the whole fun of "looking at things running past the train".

 'No matter how many times I sit inside a train, I just don't seem to get enough of watching people and things zooming past the train window as it speeds away !, exclaimed Rashmi.

Startled out of his thoughts Rajesh bubbled 'Hey. I was just thinking that exact same thing.'

'Really ?!'

'Yes'

'I have been doing train trips since I was 15. More than a decade of train travel and I'm yet to get bored of it.' reiterated Rajesh.

'I agree. It is one of the several inimitable joys of travelling by train.' Rashmi added as she ripped a packet of Spanish Tomato flavoured Lays wafer chips and offered Rajesh to pick a few out of it. He ruffled his fingers inside the packet and took out a few. Both simultaneously realized that they had not formally introduced themselves to each other. Rajesh acted first and told her his name and disclosed that he was a lawyer returning home on vacation. Rashmi didn't say anything other than her name. Rajesh curiously queried about her occupation. "Irritating mankind" came her reply. Both broke into fits of laughter laughing more than each actually meant to. They quickly went back to the mutual discovery path. 'No seriously. What do you do for a living ?" asked Rajesh again. " Seriously nothing. I am a student, so I am living on my father's earnings, for the time being." She uttered the last four words with emphasis indicating clearly that she wanted to work and earn for herself one day.

'What do you study?" Rajesh continued.

'Mass Communication'

'Ok'

Quietness returned between them with only the sound of a chugging train providing perpetual music to ears. Pretending to look at something else Rajesh was pondering over Rashmi's easygoing body language. She appeared to be full of chirpiness with an open mind and in all likelihood was due to surprise him with her candour. Rashmi, who was no less an observer of men and their ways herself, dwelled on her own analysis of Rajesh's personality. So far he had struck him as someone thoughtful and gentleman like. But both agreed in their respective minds that it's too early to opine, yet continued with that irresistible human nature of being judgmental.

"You know, I deliberately evade travelling by airplane." Rashmi informed Rajesh. "I simply love moving in trains."

"I have the same opinion. What's a journey if it ended in no time, didn't take its toll on your muscles and bones, and didn't leave lasting memories on the way. A train can be a perfect setting for all of these to happen, may be more."

'Totally. An airplane can be confining in certain ways, in which a train isn't." concurred Rashmi.

"Have you ever taken a road trip ?" Rashmi asked with an unconcealed excitement, hinting at how much she had enjoyed the experience when she had been part of one. Before Rajesh could answer her question, Rashmi confessed her sudden realization of how inconsiderate she had been about Rajesh's privacy and told him that it was in her nature to get carried away with conversations like these. Rajesh smiled and assured her of his genuine interest in their little talk. But Rashmi wouldn't give up until she had earned a promise from him whereunder he will have to ask her to shut up and leave him alone if he ever felt that she was going overboard. With obvious reluctance Rajesh gave her his promise and thus way was made for the return of the topic. 'Go on.' Rashmi reminded Rajesh, now seated in the lotus position with both her legs up on the seat exactly how she used to sit when her dear grandpa used to narrate ghost stories.

"Yes I have been on road trips, several of them and I have in me embedded the memories of each one of them."  'Tell me more' pleaded Rashmi. "Well, a road trip for me is like a journey of discovery. You tend to discover so many facets to your personality in its course that the expedition becomes worthwhile. On every road trip that I took, I ended up exploring a new side of me, each time, which I would have probably never  found out otherwise. That's why I shall never get over their memories." When he was finished he realized that Rashmi was lost in thoughts, though it was his face she stared at. 'What about you ?' asked Rajesh. "Yes, I have memories too" she answered in between pauses. 'Tell me something interesting that happened with you over a road trip." she beamed. 

'Well, once me and two of my friends started out for a place called Damana which is supposed to be about forty of forty five kilometres away from our hometown. It was more of a a get away trip. But we got lost in the jungles and ended up hundred kilometres away from our place with dwindling fuel and limited purse. It took us our combined street smartness and persuasiveness to win back our way home. Before that I didn't know how I would ever react in a situation like that. But not only I did react, but I did so with conviction and intelligence, of course with a considerable luck playing its role in the whole affair." Taking a cue from him Rashmi began "I can totally visualize your experience, because I have been in a similar one myself. Once when we got lost on our way back from another town, my friends were literally shivering in anxiety. I had to  get hold of my wits, handle their fears, and go asking for directions from person to person, whoever I found on the way, fighting my inner fears and those piercing stares of strangers in a strange place. I had to wear a confidence akin to my mother's and search out the right way back. Till today I am secretly proud of that incident." Rashmi confessed gleefully.

'You  should be.' exclaimed Rajesh.

'You said you are on the road a lot, doesn't your girlfriend complain ?"

"I don't have one"

"Nice"

"Meaning ?"

"Sorry, that was myself I was speaking for. I have strategically avoided romance because I honestly don't think I'm pre marriage romance material." Their conversation began assuming cozier proportions. "Well have you ever tried to test it ?" Rajesh enquired with a certain calmness which suggested he knew that a 'No' was coming as her answer. She had already struck him as too carefree and independent for nurturing the demanding bonds of a romantic relationship. "Kisko time hai yaar..itna sab test karne ke liye, jab hoga tab dekha jayega" (Where's the time for so many tests, I'll think about it after it happens") came her reply. Rashmi was now in her usual self, devoid of all courteous pretensions she had been tutored to portray, by serious people whom she had been around. It didn't change her affability. She was joy personified. Not holding back, not cautious or conscious. She let words flow like water from a dam opened. Yet everything she spoke made sense. She spoke incessantly yet never lost authority over what she said and meant. At some point during their tireless exchange of thoughts they had discovered their respective ages. Rajesh had been born five years before Rashmi. 

Rajesh was nodding in agreement through her speech. He too explained how he has never been in a relationship of that sort and yet never missed being in one. He told her how being alone was important for him to grow as a person but quickly stated that it was his personal opinion and not necessarily the same for everyone. Consenting with what he had said Rashmi supplemented him by saying that people like her are too difficult to be tolerated by any one. Her inclinations for solitude, her unconventional take on matters of life could be easily suffocating for someone not matching up to those expectations. "I could not have agreed more with what you just said" declared Rajesh. He clarified that he was not against romance or relationship per se and even considered them to be potentially blissful events that could occur in one's life, but somehow he did not know the art of balancing them out with other of his interests. Now by all means these were shortcomings that were supposed to be causes of concern, but Rajesh and Rashmi seemed to have forgotten that and were instead focused on how they were alike in that aspect. They found ground to rejoice amidst deficiencies. That's what clicked between them, throughout their chat.

Suddenly Rashmi pulled out her diary and started to scribble something while seeming to hum those words she wrote. "Are we done ?" Rajesh teased at her unannounced exit from their tete -a - tete. "Hang On Buddy. I'm doing this for you."

"Doing what ?"

"Show some patience will you ? " shot back Rashmi.

"All Right All Right" he said raising both his hands and sank back onto his seat's backrest.

In a matter of minutes, Rashmi shoved her diary at him and asked him to read it. "Ah. Poetry !!" he exclaimed at first glance. It was a lovely little sonnet she had penned about their meeting and their subsequent discovery of mutual compatibility and she had finished it in about five minutes. When Rajesh was through with the poem, he asked for her pen and started rhyming his own words on her diary just below where she had written her poem. Rashmi read his poem and exclaimed how beautiful his poetry was. "Don't know about poetic skills but we definitely make one great 'Mutual Appreciation Society'. Rajesh blurted in between giggles. Then they started again. Rajesh got engrossed in Rashmi's deliberations. They talked about life, love, trains, birds, teachers, friends, parents, dreams, quarrels, death, comedy, cinema and what not. To their utter excitement, they found common ground to stand on each topic they discussed. Both had realized that. They were relishing that commonality between them. They had missed the pantry boy asking them for their lunch / dinner orders, couple of passengers boarding the train and perching above their heads on the upper berths, the Train Ticket Examiner slapping penalty on a near seated passenger and all the commotion that followed. They had lost sense of time and missed the coming of dusk. They missed the grins, usually invited by such conversations.

"There's something I want to show you" said Rajesh and started digging through his belongings. He pulled out two books which he had purchased at the railway station. He waved them with a smile and said "I don't regret not being able to read them" indicating how much he enjoyed talking to her. Rashmi smiled back nodding her head as if she meant to say 'I don't believe this' and too pulled out a couple of books from her baggage and flashed them at Rajesh. Both of them had bought books and not read them but neither lamented over it despite both being avid readers. The kept looking at each other, thinking, in all likelihood, the same things. For they were so similar, like reflections of each other. Adolescent thoughts started creeping into Rajesh's head but he prevented them from going any further down. He identified his feelings as natural in the present circumstances. How else does one expect his heart and mind to react when he finds such harmonizing accompaniment, that too in the form of the opposite sex. Of course Rashmi was thinking something else. Her thoughts were confined to the sheer gladness that swept her heart on having met Rajesh, for the kind of person he was. Both thought that they complimented each other so remarkably. Whatever she spoke, Rajesh was effortlessly drawn into her dimensions and vice versa. They were born to be friends.

Just then the T.T.E. came and in a tone of habit asked for their tickets. That broke them out of their contemplation. While unfolding the ticket from his shirt pocket Rajesh spoke softly "I cannot express how delighted I am on having met you. I am failing to pick an analogy which could justify our rapport...." When he looked up again at Rashmi he found an enlightened smile adorning her beautiful face. Clearly she had found those words. He waited for those to come out of her mouth. She said wearing her unforgettable smile "This is what happens when you put two mirrors before each other, there are infinite reflections." . The lights of all the nearby compartments were turned off, in quick succession, by their occupants except for those of A1 / 17 and 19. They continued to illuminate the reflections of their occupiers for the rest of the night.

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("Infinite Reflections" is a work of fiction and any resemblance to any person (alive or dead), place or incident is only coincidental.)

Tuesday, 3 April 2012

The Sunshine Award for my blog

It gives me tremendous pleasure to share with my friends that my blog has received its maiden award - the prestigious "Sunshine Award". I cannot thank enough the inimitable Rohini Singh  (Solitude Sublime) , who enjoys calling herself 'lunatic', for considering my blog for this award. I'm profoundly pleased and encouraged.

Anubha - Heiress In Training has bagged this laurel too.In my humble opinion she is the only who deserves it.  Sunshine is all what you feel on your face when you read her blog.
A special thanks therefore to Rohu for accommodating me besides Anubha. ;-)

This is what Rohini had to say while giving away the awards.


Thank You Rohu (the lunatic)

I now join the elite group of agents of sunshine.
I promise to keep spreading it.

                                                                                                         Anupam

Monday, 2 April 2012

Hope On My Side

I write this poem at a moment when I find myself staring at failure in a significant endeavour that I had undertaken few days back. My allies are gone, the blueprints are blown by the ceiling fan and scattered ruthlessly on the ground, my hands do not find a desire to pick them up. My mouth is dry but I don't feel thirsty, I am supposed to be irritated at the cacophony of the busy evening traffic, but I don't hear anything except the beating of my heart which reassures me of my existence. My once strong dreams are feebly giving way to the ruthless reality. I am left alone, in despair, revisiting all those grand schemes I had devised touching the subject. Suddenly I find everything unbearable. I cannot sit any more, it's so difficult.  I cannot keep looking at anything anymore for more than five seconds. I am filled with suffocation under the vastness of the dusky heavens.. 

Something reminds of similar experiences in the past (There have been quite a few). I try to recall what measures I took to survive..... I remember ...It comes back to me.

I drag the key board and start typing, just in case, anybody out there might be in need of these words, like me.

Often I marvel at the beauty of Hope,
Am visited by it mostly in times tough,
I wonder at how it prepares us to face,
The insurmountable & impossible with grace;

One precious gift among numerous filth,
Bequeathed by Him to His children beneath,
To remind us about His ways,
And to deliver us from painful days

It fills me with the verve to run
Even when there's a hill high up to the sun,
Lets me hold back my fears,
In the darkest hour all the mist it clears;

It stops our tears from running down,
When misery engulfs us from all around
That a better day we shall surely see
That at a better place we shall one day be

When they tell us that daylight is far
And when everything drowns in the sound of war
We hope that sun' ll be in time for dawn
And flower of peace'll blossom in rage's lawn

In frantic moments in absence of solace
We turn to Hope for keeping up pace
We run with Hope and none else
Even when we see no end to reach & rest

When the storm was blowing everything away
When the fire was swallowing all in its way
We waited under our roofs till they alter course
What kept us going was Hope's dose

When hanging his head, the healer said 'No'
And left us stunned under destiny's blow
We ran to Hope and cried our plea,
And I remember having heard it speak to me

Telling me "Everything will be alright"
When all I could see was despair & fright
Everytime I felt them cluttering around
Hope would have me optimism bound

When I was branded a liar
Even when friends kept a distance fair
I looked at solitude
And hoped I'll win back brotherhood

Slapped hard by times harsh,
Biting the dust watched everything crash
Though I cursed the lines of my palm,
While shivering in panic I found Hope's warmth

Though she promised otherwise, she was gone one day,
I screamed and shouted when near me she no more lay
I walked forsaken boulevards, committed to sorrow
It was Hope that'd kept me waiting when she returned 'tomorrow '

We all have stories of Hope's deed
Being our friend in times of need
Makes me think what we'd be
Without Hope; If it were to leave

This poem hails the power and greatness of Hope which, I have no doubt, has been felt by all of us at some point  in time in our lives. To have Hope at our side no matter how adversely the odds are stacked against us. Whatever the outcome, the preceding moments spent in Hope give us tremendous strength to at least endure through the painful voyages of life.


                                                                                                              Anupam