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Sunday, 9 March 2014

Closure



I am lying on your lap. I see your smile and marvel how beautiful it is. Your lips full and alive gently balmed with a calm moistness. Your hair playful in the breeze blowing in the vast garden of peace and contentment that surround us. Birds come and sit near us.

I look into your eyes. They are deep and full of love. I see your glow. Its serene like the mountains in the rains. I sense your affection. My soul stirs in your love. It wants nothing more. Its purpose is done.

Your soft fingers run through my forehead. I find peace and everlasting tranquil. I look at you again. I cannot take my eyes off yours. You say something and smile again. I think to myself how fortunate I am to be loved by you. You are as beautiful as the fairies I dreamt of in my childhood.

My eyes begin to close. I see nothing but you. I feel nothing as I am numbed by your love. I have no desires of this world. I have you and I am happy. Your smile and your gentle palms lull me to everlasting sleep. 

You gave me love that brimmed my being, that I always wanted. My eyes close with your picture in them. My memory seals with your love in it. My heart starts slowing with you in it. All the warm moments we lived together, all your loving expressions all your words of love circle in my head. They fill my soul like pretty gifts of life.

I am content. I found what I was searching for. Life gave me you. I couldn't have asked for more.


I close for eternity. 

10 comments:

  1. I didn't find what I was searching for. Is it true that one can find the love of his or her dreams? What I have experienced is one has to compromise with all the imperfections which didn't have any place in his love of dream.
    The lines you wrote speaks about the divine love and the feelings so soft. I wish I could experience one of this kind.

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    1. Dear Namrata,

      Its ok. Trust me when I say this. Love and its myriad complexities are way beyond anybody's understanding. I may have written this quite some time back. and believe me when I wrote this I wanted it exactly the way I have written. But that is no more. The thing we trust the most and give ourselves to often rip us to pieces. I have been too.

      So I understand where you are coming from and agree with you. Only to the extent that we do have to compromise with imperfections that we didnt expect to exist. But Namrata that is not a bad thing. It is a good thing. I believe relationships are man's greatest enterprises and they require the highest of investments in terms of love, patience and commitment and perseverance. Divine love is also achieved by way of giving away yourself completely without expectations.

      To achieve divine love is a matter of destiny for sure. Never give up Namrata. You know never know when life may surprise you pleasantly.

      Thanks for reading Closure and sharing your experience. I value it.

      Anupam

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  2. A magical post...maybe it is the magic of love...

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  3. I read your post, the comment and the reply. I liked all three :) I agree that its hard to experience this kind of divine love but believe me its not impossible . The feeling comes and goes , its fleeting , like a mesmerizing sunset or sunrise, divine but not eternal.... next sunrise will not be the same, not be magical... but the experience you once had ... will be there etched in your mind forever... making you little different from others ... making you preserve the pious,innocent,divine feeling forever and you certainly close for eternity.

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  4. Wonderful write up!! I am in love with all your posts :)

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    1. Thank You Maumita, for your gracious words.

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  5. Beautifully written would be an understatement.

    It's definitely a magical & enchanting post!

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    1. Thank you Neha for you kind appreciation

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